Newcomer came in the life of my most beloved person, he is so okay with me, but he said me and him want to fuck her in the multi chat and I was like WTF?
even she was there, I'm kinda weird person..well that's maybe because tonight are stars falling from sky, I mean it for real the tears of (Perseids Meteor Rain) st. Lawrence. But she don't see it, even If I said "I'm ready to give my soul for someone pure & true, someone like you " this kinda doesn't make any sense, that's my painful side, everyone cares too much for me , but I don't care for them, and when they stop I feel sad, but I want to return everything to everyone, sometimes Am asking my self , how many different people on the world is? Here some stupid survey, I mean different color, different minds, different look, I mean look some of us work to pay bills, some of us work to survive, some of us work to feed their families, and some of us work for just us?
Will we have anyone witch we can love?
I have done one survey, and it was about on what people are spending time, a very long but interesting one, I mean I never had someone like my blog spot, to write my stories, my mistakes, someone witch I share all, will anyone ever understand me?
There is so much people on the world, but I have couple friends I can BELIEVE, but believe and understand isn't same thing, I want someone I can believe and someone who will understand me? I sounds like , I don't know like what ...
But see, I just feel sad about newcomer and that's all..
enough of me for now, I just love writing here, see you
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Friendship
Friendship?
Such confused word for some people, like me, it can mean a lot, but the right thing is just one, witch you can only feel but not say , I could get in big fight , but remember , sooner or later , true will come up, so never mess with someone friendship, even I'm thinking Emina have said a lot of bad words for Dana family, and its true, but her one is same, so?
I didn't wanted to join because I would have to need one side and I love both of them, so I didn't but it hurt I wasn't able to help, anyway, never join in any fights like this, because on the end someone need to cry , and that was Amila, and Emina and Dana are still friends?
Confusing? Well yes it is, but none will never have friend as me, and Ramadan started , it's something what Muslim people celebrate .. It seems so romantic and Arabic for me, even if it's not supposed too..
Sorry for not writing lately, I just had no words..
Such confused word for some people, like me, it can mean a lot, but the right thing is just one, witch you can only feel but not say , I could get in big fight , but remember , sooner or later , true will come up, so never mess with someone friendship, even I'm thinking Emina have said a lot of bad words for Dana family, and its true, but her one is same, so?
I didn't wanted to join because I would have to need one side and I love both of them, so I didn't but it hurt I wasn't able to help, anyway, never join in any fights like this, because on the end someone need to cry , and that was Amila, and Emina and Dana are still friends?
Confusing? Well yes it is, but none will never have friend as me, and Ramadan started , it's something what Muslim people celebrate .. It seems so romantic and Arabic for me, even if it's not supposed too..
Sorry for not writing lately, I just had no words..
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Second and third day
Yeah, I'm writing for two days.. okay..well let's start from second ones, yep, we went on the beach, it was so freaky cool and nice, I found out almost half of my friend doesn't know how to swim (terrible D: ) , at least, when we went out from beach we were going on old basketball place, with big bench, it was so nice, the feather was ready to rain, but good thing it didn't,there was lot of nice fresh air upcoming...Amina was all time talking to Oki.. the guy she like... and I was all like D:
7 of us were going in one car, lmao, but we had a lot fun, I slept over in my grandmother apartment in city, it was nice, I couldn't sleep whole night, finally the morning come up and went to toilet, my shoulders and my back were like they are on fire, I went in shopping and bought Nivea Body Milk.. it was so nice to use..and breakfast too :D
I went out, with my guys, was an new, Canadian ones, I was all time watching on him, and wondering, are all people stupid like him in Canada or what?
I mean, you could say him, give me 400$ and I won't destroy your family, and he will ( insane D: ) , but hes so freaky rich.. he said he want to go on college, and end for the dentist.. I mean, hes having no design, no future.. just keep doing father job.. he have no ideas.. that's boring life, we should all life for some reason? right? I watched how they were all time tooking his money, I'm wondering, what he wanted? Act Like Crazy? get in our group? what else? anyway, it proofed that you can't buy everything with money...
7 of us were going in one car, lmao, but we had a lot fun, I slept over in my grandmother apartment in city, it was nice, I couldn't sleep whole night, finally the morning come up and went to toilet, my shoulders and my back were like they are on fire, I went in shopping and bought Nivea Body Milk.. it was so nice to use..and breakfast too :D
I went out, with my guys, was an new, Canadian ones, I was all time watching on him, and wondering, are all people stupid like him in Canada or what?
I mean, you could say him, give me 400$ and I won't destroy your family, and he will ( insane D: ) , but hes so freaky rich.. he said he want to go on college, and end for the dentist.. I mean, hes having no design, no future.. just keep doing father job.. he have no ideas.. that's boring life, we should all life for some reason? right? I watched how they were all time tooking his money, I'm wondering, what he wanted? Act Like Crazy? get in our group? what else? anyway, it proofed that you can't buy everything with money...
Friday, July 16, 2010
My privater life..
Today, how I was lying on my red bench in my room and watching Sex and The City episode, I decide to make blog, and write about my life, my days, my name is Ado.. very strange name? ha?
Well it's Bosnian ones..
Today.. when I woke up.. I felt very powerfully.. it was so nice, not hot as it used to be at day.. good thing it was morning.. I turned the TV on.. and lied in the bed and watched TV.. then I went on computer... ( Sounds boring? Well kinda life of 15 teenager, as am ) I ate dinner.. and went out.. well then me and my friend were like always, just having fun and smiling, till one of our friend called Dana come up.. ( Shes one of my bests friend don't get wrong haha ) but sadly thing, she said that Emina is leaving us, shes moving 7 kilometers from us.. her mother told her to leave house in 1 day.. Poor her.. Dana was crying like crazy, they were like sisters, more than that.. Her mother said her so bad things, shes bitch, and everything, well her parents dones't live together, but they life in same town, so she nicey asked her father to live with him, but he denied cuz of his wife... his wife hated Emina.. poor her.. anyway she grew up in other palce, without her mother and father, even they left her, to grandmother and grandfather.. when she was 10, her mother came for her, and took her, here in city, many daughters, could never forgive that ... but she did, she loved her, she helped her alot.. but she just hated her.. Emina left us.. I think our place will never be same without her and her jokes, she was very, and truly good person and friend, well we are in touch..but shes never again coming here.. anyway... we were sad sitting in little bit cold place, under the trees on top of some garages, and Amina was sending messages like crazy like " my sexipile husband " to her lover, ( well shes cheating her boyfriend ) , but replyings, were kinda crazy and not so up for person she wanted to contact, after ,we saw, she was sending messages to wrong person, called Gogo.. ( hes ugly and kinda stupid, but nice )
me and dana laguht like crazy bitches.. well kinda something have made us happy after all.. good thing my uncle planned to go to beach tomorrow, but there is like 7 of us, in one car, I'm just wondering how its going to be hahaha .. And finally, my day is ending here, writing message gere, my frist day POST...
Well it's Bosnian ones..
Today.. when I woke up.. I felt very powerfully.. it was so nice, not hot as it used to be at day.. good thing it was morning.. I turned the TV on.. and lied in the bed and watched TV.. then I went on computer... ( Sounds boring? Well kinda life of 15 teenager, as am ) I ate dinner.. and went out.. well then me and my friend were like always, just having fun and smiling, till one of our friend called Dana come up.. ( Shes one of my bests friend don't get wrong haha ) but sadly thing, she said that Emina is leaving us, shes moving 7 kilometers from us.. her mother told her to leave house in 1 day.. Poor her.. Dana was crying like crazy, they were like sisters, more than that.. Her mother said her so bad things, shes bitch, and everything, well her parents dones't live together, but they life in same town, so she nicey asked her father to live with him, but he denied cuz of his wife... his wife hated Emina.. poor her.. anyway she grew up in other palce, without her mother and father, even they left her, to grandmother and grandfather.. when she was 10, her mother came for her, and took her, here in city, many daughters, could never forgive that ... but she did, she loved her, she helped her alot.. but she just hated her.. Emina left us.. I think our place will never be same without her and her jokes, she was very, and truly good person and friend, well we are in touch..but shes never again coming here.. anyway... we were sad sitting in little bit cold place, under the trees on top of some garages, and Amina was sending messages like crazy like " my sexipile husband " to her lover, ( well shes cheating her boyfriend ) , but replyings, were kinda crazy and not so up for person she wanted to contact, after ,we saw, she was sending messages to wrong person, called Gogo.. ( hes ugly and kinda stupid, but nice )
me and dana laguht like crazy bitches.. well kinda something have made us happy after all.. good thing my uncle planned to go to beach tomorrow, but there is like 7 of us, in one car, I'm just wondering how its going to be hahaha .. And finally, my day is ending here, writing message gere, my frist day POST...
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