Newcomer came in the life of my most beloved person, he is so okay with me, but he said me and him want to fuck her in the multi chat and I was like WTF?
even she was there, I'm kinda weird person..well that's maybe because tonight are stars falling from sky, I mean it for real the tears of (Perseids Meteor Rain) st. Lawrence. But she don't see it, even If I said "I'm ready to give my soul for someone pure & true, someone like you " this kinda doesn't make any sense, that's my painful side, everyone cares too much for me , but I don't care for them, and when they stop I feel sad, but I want to return everything to everyone, sometimes Am asking my self , how many different people on the world is? Here some stupid survey, I mean different color, different minds, different look, I mean look some of us work to pay bills, some of us work to survive, some of us work to feed their families, and some of us work for just us?
Will we have anyone witch we can love?
I have done one survey, and it was about on what people are spending time, a very long but interesting one, I mean I never had someone like my blog spot, to write my stories, my mistakes, someone witch I share all, will anyone ever understand me?
There is so much people on the world, but I have couple friends I can BELIEVE, but believe and understand isn't same thing, I want someone I can believe and someone who will understand me? I sounds like , I don't know like what ...
But see, I just feel sad about newcomer and that's all..
enough of me for now, I just love writing here, see you
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Friendship
Friendship?
Such confused word for some people, like me, it can mean a lot, but the right thing is just one, witch you can only feel but not say , I could get in big fight , but remember , sooner or later , true will come up, so never mess with someone friendship, even I'm thinking Emina have said a lot of bad words for Dana family, and its true, but her one is same, so?
I didn't wanted to join because I would have to need one side and I love both of them, so I didn't but it hurt I wasn't able to help, anyway, never join in any fights like this, because on the end someone need to cry , and that was Amila, and Emina and Dana are still friends?
Confusing? Well yes it is, but none will never have friend as me, and Ramadan started , it's something what Muslim people celebrate .. It seems so romantic and Arabic for me, even if it's not supposed too..
Sorry for not writing lately, I just had no words..
Such confused word for some people, like me, it can mean a lot, but the right thing is just one, witch you can only feel but not say , I could get in big fight , but remember , sooner or later , true will come up, so never mess with someone friendship, even I'm thinking Emina have said a lot of bad words for Dana family, and its true, but her one is same, so?
I didn't wanted to join because I would have to need one side and I love both of them, so I didn't but it hurt I wasn't able to help, anyway, never join in any fights like this, because on the end someone need to cry , and that was Amila, and Emina and Dana are still friends?
Confusing? Well yes it is, but none will never have friend as me, and Ramadan started , it's something what Muslim people celebrate .. It seems so romantic and Arabic for me, even if it's not supposed too..
Sorry for not writing lately, I just had no words..
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